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Fri, Jan. 23rd, 2009 10:49 am


Your International Spy Name is Dr. Whisper



Your Code Name: Clam Chowder



You Reside in: Amsterdam



Why You're a Good Spy: You a master at disguise


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Sun, Jan. 18th, 2009 07:13 pm


We were still reading for ideas back then, for style.  We hadn't figured out what literature was for, actually, that it was mostly about loss, that without hope there was no risk and without risk there was no danger and that every story, in the end, is about danger.  We still believed literature could be reasoned with, I mean.

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. . . .  We never read a book for its deepest human lesson, not in summer.

Instead, we close our eyes and let our lovers step toward us, through the fading hydrangeas, the impenetrable dusk.  And when their hands tremble, we take them in ours and pledge never to leave them, not now, not ever.  Even as the summer ends and the books take on their true, cruel weight, this is the story we tell ourselves, and I would trade every word in the English language for the chance, right now, once again, to believe.

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Wed, Nov. 5th, 2008 07:23 pm

In June 2007, I met Barack Obama at a home in San Antonio.  A Harvard Law School classmate of his hosted the fundraiser, which raised only a modest amount by his later standards.  My wife and I waited in line with Bruce Bowen (a three-time champion Spur) and local politicos for our turn at a photograph and a few words with Barack.  Our time with him was brief, but he was charming and genuine.  He noted that we were both at Columbia at the same time.  Later, he took questions from a small crowd in the blazing South Texas sun.  He was affable and good-humored.  Everyone adored him.

Truth be told, I thought he had no chance of winning, but I supported him because I wanted to live in a country where someone like Barack Obama did have a chance.

Yesterday, I learned that I do live in that country.

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Tue, Oct. 14th, 2008 07:25 pm

from "Iran: The Threat," by Thomas Powers

At a moment of serious challenge, battered by two wars, ballooning debt, and a faltering economy [even worse now than when this was written], the United States appears to have lost its capacity to think clearly. Consider what passes for national discussion on the matter of Iran. The open question is whether the United States should or will attack Iran if it continues to reject American demands to give up uranium enrichment. Ignore for the moment whether the United States has any legal or moral justification for attacking Iran. Set aside the question whether Iran, as Secretary of Defense Robert Gates recently claimed in a speech at West Point, "is hellbent on acquiring nuclear weapons." Focus instead on purely practical questions. By any standards Iran is a tough nut to crack: it is nearly three times the size of Texas, with a population of 70 million and a big income from oil which the world cannot afford to lose. Iran is believed to have the ability to block the Straits of Hormuz in the Persian Gulf through which much of the world's oil must pass on its way to market.

Keep in mind that the rising price of oil already threatens the world's economy. Iran also has a large army and deep ties to the population of Shiite coreligionists next door in Iraq. The American military already has its hands full with a hard-to-manage war in Iraq, and is proposing to send additional combat brigades to deal with a growing insurgency in Afghanistan. And yet with all these sound reasons for avoiding war with Iran, the United States for five years has repeatedly threatened it with military attack. These threats have lately acquired a new edge.

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Read the entire article in the July 17, 2008 New York Review of Books:  http://www.nybooks.com/articles/21592


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Fri, Aug. 29th, 2008 03:07 pm

Fellow democrats, in the words of David Bowie, let's dance.

Until about seven this morning, I had never heard of Palin, even though I am sort of a political junkie.  Apparently I need to up my fix.  I'm falling behind.

Just to put this pick in perspective, the city of San Antonio--just the city and no surrounding communities--has 200,000 more residents than the entire state of Alaska.

I'm guessing the Alaska legislature conducts budget sessions every other year (as many small states do), so she has probably gone through one budget cycle.  (Correct me if I'm mistaken!)

Finally, I am a big fan of Lyndon Johnson's (his social vision, not his handling of that little Vietnam thing), but one unattractive personality trait he had was his maniacal desire not to let the press know what he was doing in advance, unless of course he wanted them to know in advance.  In fact, it is said he changed several important decisions after the press leaked what his decision was going to be, just so the press would get it wrong.  In this case, it seems like a bit of the same behavior from McCain.  He was so eager to keep his pick a secret that most people knew nothing about her when she was announced.  At least he established that, on this decision, he was the Decider and no one can tell him otherwise.

When Walter Mondale picked Geraldine Ferraro--an unknown female with limited relevant experience--it was seen less as a bold move, than as an act of desperation.  But Mondale was running against an incumbent Ronald Reagan, who was phenomenally popular (except with me), during a time of prosperity.  Mondale would not have won if he'd picked Jesus Christ as his running mate.  So, it was a wild shot, but you could understand it.  On the other hand, McCain has been tied in national polls as recently as two days ago.  This just looks like really bad judgment.

EDIT:  Actually, someone pointed out to me that San Antonio has nearly twice as many residents as the state of Alaska:

Alaska:  683,478

San Antonio:  1,296,682

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Tue, Jul. 1st, 2008 12:48 am
Emotionalism, by the Avett Brothers

This is suddenly my favorite album.  I want to share this band with you and feel really good when you tell me how much you love them and how grateful you are that I shared them with you.

You are most likely to enjoy the Avett Brothers if you like Gram Parsons, old Whiskeytown (when Caitlin Cary was with them), and Uncle Tupelo.

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Mon, Jun. 30th, 2008 11:33 am
An action, however innocent it may be, does not die off in solitude.  It provokes, as effect, another action, and sets in motion a whole chain of events.  Where does a person's responsibility end for an act that stretches endlessly into some incalculable, monstrous transformation?   In his great speech at the end of Oedipus Rex, Oedipus curses the people who long ago salvaged his infant body when his parents tried to discard it; he curses that blind kindness that set off an unspeakable evil; he curses that chain of actions in which the decency of an intention does not matter; he curses that infinite chain that binds all humans together and makes them into a single tragic humanity.

-- Milan Kundera, The Curtain

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Fri, May. 23rd, 2008 06:16 pm

It was 99 degrees today. Ugh.

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Fri, May. 9th, 2008 06:39 pm
from The Curtain, by Milan Kundera

. . . History, with its agitations, its wars, its revolutions and counter-revolutions, its national humiliations, does not interest the novelist for itself--as a subject to paint, to denounce, to interpret.  The novelist is not a valet to historians; History may fascinate him, but because it is a kind of searchlight circling around human existence and throwing light onto it, onto its unexpected possibilities, which, in peaceable times, when History stands still, do not come to the fore but remain unseen and unknown.

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Fri, May. 9th, 2008 06:18 pm
from The Curtain, by Milan Kundera

Who has not sometimes wondered:  suppose I had been born somewhere else, in another country, in another time, what would my life have been?  The question contains within it one of mankind's most widespread illusions, the illusion that brings us to consider our life situation a mere stage set, a contingent, interchangeable circumstance through which moves our autonomous, continuing "self."  Ah, how fine it is to imagine our other lives, a dozen possible other lives!  But enough daydreaming!  We are all hopelessly riveted to the date and place of our birth.  Our "self" is inconceivable outside the particular, unique situation of our life; it is only comprehensible in and through that situation.


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Wed, Jan. 9th, 2008 03:01 pm
92% Barack Obama
90% Bill Richardson
88% Hillary Clinton
88% John Edwards
85% Chris Dodd
76% Joe Biden
67% Dennis Kucinich
66% Mike Gravel
50% Rudy Giuliani
46% John McCain
39% Mitt Romney
38% Mike Huckabee
32% Tom Tancredo
26% Fred Thompson
15% Ron Paul

2008 Presidential Candidate Matching Quiz

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Wed, Dec. 19th, 2007 05:23 pm

In 1902, Stalin was arrested, charged with organizing the disturbances in Batumi where seven thousand workers had clashed with mounted Cossacks, and imprisoned while he awaited sentencing. He soon became the boss of the whole city jail, "dominating his friends, terrorizing the intellectuals, suborning the guards and befriending the criminals," . . . It was significant, and a sign of things to come, that Stalin, by his own admission, preferred the company of criminals to that of revolutionaries, "because there were so many rats among the politicals." He always had a loathing and mistrust of revolutionary intellectuals; he suspected them of treachery, kept them at a distance from himself (or simply wiped them out), and relied instead on criminals whose loyalty he could easily manipulate. . . .

Stalin was certainly the mastermind of the spectacular attack carried out by Kamo and his gang on the State Bank in Tiflis in June 1907. . . . [T]he robbers gunned down guards and threw bombs under horse-drawn carriages, before running off with heavy bags of rubles worth approximately $3.4 million in today's money--enough to fund the Bolsheviks for several years.

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Mon, Sep. 3rd, 2007 03:42 pm

Whether in music or in fiction, the most basic thing is rhythm. Your style needs to have good, natural, steady rhythm, or people won’t keep reading your work. I learned the importance of rhythm from music — and mainly from jazz. Next comes melody — which, in literature, means the appropriate arrangement of the words to match the rhythm. If the way the words fit the rhythm is smooth and beautiful, you can’t ask for anything more. Next is harmony — the internal mental sounds that support the words. Then comes the part I like best: free improvisation. Through some special channel, the story comes welling out freely from inside. All I have to do is get into the flow. Finally comes what may be the most important thing: that high you experience upon completing a work — upon ending your “performance” and feeling you have succeeded in reaching a place that is new and meaningful. And if all goes well, you get to share that sense of elevation with your readers (your audience). That is a marvelous culmination that can be achieved in no other way.
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One of my all-time favorite jazz pianists is Thelonious Monk. Once, when someone asked him how he managed to get a certain special sound out of the piano, Monk pointed to the keyboard and said: “It can’t be any new note. When you look at the keyboard, all the notes are there already. But if you mean a note enough, it will sound different. You got to pick the notes you really mean!”

I often recall these words when I am writing, and I think to myself, “It’s true. There aren’t any new words. Our job is to give new meanings and special overtones to absolutely ordinary words.” I find the thought reassuring. It means that vast, unknown stretches still lie before us, fertile territories just waiting for us to cultivate them.

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Sun, Jul. 29th, 2007 09:45 pm


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Sat, Jul. 28th, 2007 07:59 pm
from Love and Garbage, by Ivan Klima

I have found another remark by Kafka on the mission of literature: What we need, he wrote, are books which strike us like the most painful misfortune, like the death of someone we loved more than ourselves, books which would make us feel that we've been driven out into the forest far from another human being, like suicide. A book must be an axe for the frozen sea within us.

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Sat, Jul. 28th, 2007 07:53 pm

Crying only a little bit
is no use. You must cry
until your pillow is soaked!
Then you can get up and laugh.
Then you can jump in the shower
and splash-splash-splash!
Then you can throw open your window
and, "Ha ha! ha ha!"
And if people say, "Hey
what's going on up there?"
"Ha ha!" sing back, "Happiness
was hiding in the last tear!
I wept it! Ha ha!"

--Galway Kinnell

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Mon, Jul. 9th, 2007 12:53 pm


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Sat, Apr. 14th, 2007 03:06 pm
The law, stiff with formality, is a cry for creativity; a call for nobility concealed in the form of commandments. It is not designed to be a yoke, a curb, a strait-jacket for human action. Above all, the Torah asks for love: Thou shalt love thy God: thou shalt love thy neighbor. All observance is training in the art of love.

-- Abraham Joshua Heschel

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Sat, Mar. 31st, 2007 12:43 pm
Atonement, Ian McEwan

[U]nder Daisy's direction, Henry has read the whole of Anna Karenina and Madame Bovary, two acknowledged masterpieces. At the cost of slowing his mental processes and many hours of his valuable time, he committed himself to the shifting intricacies of these sophisticated fairy stories. What did he grasp, after all? That adultery is understandable but wrong, that nineteenth-century women had a hard time of it, that Moscow and the Russian countryside and provincial France were once just so. If, as Daisy said, the genius was in the detail, then he was unmoved. The details were apt and convincing enough, but surely not so very difficult to marshal if you were halfway observant and had the patience to write them all down. These books were the products of steady, workmanlike accumulation.

They had the virtue, at least, of representing a recognisable physical reality, which could not be said for the so-called magical realists she opted to study in her final year. What were these authors of reputation doing--grown men and women of the twentieth century--granting supernatural powers to their characters? He never made it all the way through a single one of those irksome confections.

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Fri, Mar. 30th, 2007 06:00 pm
Robert Rauschenberg: Combines, Centre Pompidou, Paris






I don't want a picture to look like something it isn't. I want it to look like something it is. And I think a picture is more like the real world when it is made out of the real world.

Robert Rauschenberg, 1965


For a long time, I knew of Rauschenberg's work mainly through images in books or magazines or on postcards, and wasn't taken with it. The picture above, for instance, looks kind of busy and confusing. His work just doesn't reduce well to a flat image--like, say, the works of Mark Rothko, whose wall-sized painting still looks smart as a tiny icon.

We were in Paris shortly after Christmas, and managed to catch the Combines, featuring Rauschenberg's work from the 1950's and early 1960's, at the Centre Pompidou. The works were displayed throughout the gallery, with Rauschenberg quotes (like the one above) painted on the walls. They also had a video of him creating his work, and talking about it. Rauschenberg professes to have no interest in "making" art, and sees no distinction between between art and life: "There is no reason not to consider the world as one gigantic painting."

These works are really quite beautiful in person, deeply conceived and well-constructed. You find little details and textures that don't come through in images.

In another part of the museum they had re-installed a large portion of the permanent collection in an exhibit called "The Moving Image" (but of course in French). Everything was kinetic, and loud, and crazy, until I found Josef Beuys' Felt Room. After ducking under thick gray felt just to get in the room, there were huge rolls of felt along the walls and ceiling, and (I think) even on the floor. Suddenly, I was in a space of unnatural quietude, every minute sound absorbed, in the heart of this busy museum in this yet busier city. Again, no picture could convey the experience, by its nature invisible. It was moving.

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